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i just want to know why i can't be like you?

why can't i be fun and crazy and make everyone laugh?  Why can't i have tons of people who think i'm awesome?

why do i have to be lonely and quiet and oh-so-not-funny.  why can't i just have a little fun?

that party was a disaster.  trust me, i completely understand why i don't belong with you.

i guess i'm just jealous of you that's all.

Writer's Block: It Is What It Is

What oft-repeated quote or common cliché do you find the most annoying when someone says it to you?
everything happens for a reason.  when something is wrong, that is the last freaking thing i want to hear.


A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true
Cinderella by Maxfield Parrish

Aug. 25th, 2009

Today went okay.  I've had a big stretch of depressing days this week.  Just ugh.  I'm sorry to bore all of you with my sob stories, but this is the only place i can get it out.

I feel like if my novel doesn't make it, i won't either.  It's the only thing that gives me hope that i will have a better life.  it has to work out or i won't.  i just can't face all of this opposition anymore.  it's too hard.

But anyway, i started writing again today after a week hiatus.  It went well i think.  I just love my characters, i wish they were real.  They comfort me somehow.

My friend is going to pay me 50 dollars to clean his house once a week so that's awesome.  it'll be a little extra cash for me.

i have to get  A ROOT CANAL NOOO!!!!  haha, hopefully i won't have to eat though!  it's going to cost us 500 dollars.  uggo.  i'm making this family poor because of all my health problems.

anyway, i'm going to watch all of the view i've tivo'd (haha, guilty pleasure).

love you, tell me how you're doing!



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