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i don't know...

still got that paranoia thing going on. i don't know what's wrong with me. i've never been afraid of the dark or anything this ridiculous until now. i wonder if this has anything to do with bipolar disorder or if i'm coming up with yet another problem besides bipolar, self destructive behaviors, and now paranoid behaviors. I'm going to the psych this saturday, so maybe she'll be able to help.

i've cleaned out my room and tomorrow i'm going to test paint samples, i'm super excited! i got sortof depressed yesterday because everything is so damn expensive. it's definitely thrift shops for me. I want a comfy chair, ottoman, and desk to put in my room but i just don't know how i'm going to afford it.

i want to fold oragami birds and have them hanging from the ceiling, i think that could be awesome.

anyway, hope you're well!

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thinspo_4_life
Nov. 9th, 2009 06:20 pm (UTC)
sounds cool :D
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